My heart moved too fast

Xin dong tai kuai le...
It seems worlds apart. probably too naive.

Went online just to catch a glimpse for a chat for the past 3 nights, just after 1 night of chat... But the subsequent ones seems more 1-way. :(

Seems that it is quite impossible huh?

Why is it so hard to find one?

I duno how to do it the right way...

I wonder how.

My heart beats... But I guess it shldn't beat for this.

My heart is "weaker" these days. Need pumps of excitement, joy, expectancy, courage, love, encouragement, vision, purpose...

Mummy's coming back today! Hope to see my baby nephew Owen too!

Gd nitez.