5th and 10th anniversaries

I received $300 for being with my company for 5 years in Jan, yippy to 5th anniversary. But I received a "surprise" in March...

I never thought that such a thing will ever happen to me. The qn went thru my mind, "why? why me?". Tears flowed out as usual, even tho I shld be more professional. It is an answer to "if you want me to leave, give me a super clear answer." But at the immediate moment, it was sadness...

Now, I am slowly getting used to the idea. The most impt thing is to get back up on my feet and get moving. I hope that I dun get into the stage where I pity myself and stay at the current spot for too long. Mourning is necessary, but not to be prolonged.

I'm reaching my 10th anniversary as a Christian :)

"When troubles comes your way, let it be an opportunity for joy. For when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be strong in character and ready for anything." James 1:2-4