Real Living & Tough Times

This year or end of last year, I felt that it is time to get more real.
Not that I have not been real or honest, but I feel that sometimes we tok about superficial stuff only. We do not talk about tough issues and challenges.

This year, things have become real. Real issues have cropped up.
I myself am facing quite a challenge, never imagine it would happen.

This year, I have a real spiritual "disciple". Not sure, if I am doing enuff for him. But I truly hope so. I really feel that I am taking "ownership". I dare to pray for him, show concern, talk to him. This is the way I guess, about having a relationship before discipleship. I will probably have to learn to be able to receive and accept feedback better tho. I have a "reputation" for being too fierce. haa!

I feel that it is through tough times, that you realise who your real friends are.
No. 1 on the list: Miss V
I'm so glad that you are my friend that I can count on. I could be free to share my problem/heartache with you and you were there to listen. Then you spent time with me tho you were tired. If not for you, I wouldn't know how I would have passed that night.

Sometimes, it is not that some friends are not real or don't care. But if you do not keep in touch often, you won't find out what is going on in each other's life. So it is impt to keep in touch often.

It is thru tough times, that you can really show concern too. It is not just words said, but actions done. I hope I can show love and concern in a practical way to touch lives.

A good friend's birthday is coming, time to get her pressie... What should I get?

I hope you live real and pass thru tough times in the shortest time possible.
If you are alright, help someone out practically yah?
Be the hands and legs of God and touch lives :D

My heart moved too fast

Xin dong tai kuai le...
It seems worlds apart. probably too naive.

Went online just to catch a glimpse for a chat for the past 3 nights, just after 1 night of chat... But the subsequent ones seems more 1-way. :(

Seems that it is quite impossible huh?

Why is it so hard to find one?

I duno how to do it the right way...

I wonder how.

My heart beats... But I guess it shldn't beat for this.

My heart is "weaker" these days. Need pumps of excitement, joy, expectancy, courage, love, encouragement, vision, purpose...

Mummy's coming back today! Hope to see my baby nephew Owen too!

Gd nitez.

5th and 10th anniversaries

I received $300 for being with my company for 5 years in Jan, yippy to 5th anniversary. But I received a "surprise" in March...

I never thought that such a thing will ever happen to me. The qn went thru my mind, "why? why me?". Tears flowed out as usual, even tho I shld be more professional. It is an answer to "if you want me to leave, give me a super clear answer." But at the immediate moment, it was sadness...

Now, I am slowly getting used to the idea. The most impt thing is to get back up on my feet and get moving. I hope that I dun get into the stage where I pity myself and stay at the current spot for too long. Mourning is necessary, but not to be prolonged.

I'm reaching my 10th anniversary as a Christian :)

"When troubles comes your way, let it be an opportunity for joy. For when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be strong in character and ready for anything." James 1:2-4