Letting go

Cellgrp and Service were great this week.

Was ministered to, at cg.

Ps 73:25-26
"Whom have I in heaven but You? And there is none upon earth that I desire besides You.
My flesh and my heart fail; But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever."

Indeed, God is the strength of my heart.
God's msg to me: "Let go."
God wants me to give Him my hurts, disappointments, pain, burdens...
Since Friday after cg, whenever I tot of the matter, I have started to tell myself to let go.

I feel that I am holding this thing too tightly.
I wonder why...
But, I guess through time, this has built up.
This is probably something I really want and I want it so badly.
But, I guess God is telling me that He knows better.
I think if only I will give up doing things my way for this area, He will finally come true for me.
God, I surrender this area to you. I do not want to be like Sarah, trying to help you do Your thing. Yet, I do not want to be passive. Help me to find a balance.

And yes, I will let go. If it is meant to be, You will give it to me.

Ps 27:14
Wait on the Lord; Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the Lord!

I'll wait...