Year 2008 = A year dripping with abundance

2008 is a year of changes.

It will be a year of many breakthroughs.

I believe that this year, if I do things right with the right heart and attitude... I am going to succeed!

To make this a Turning Point year, the factors are:

Courage
Faith
Diligence
Discipline
Hard work
Skills upgrading/development
Stepping out
Openness to new things/people
Pursuing leaders in my life

What is important to me?

God
Friends
Family
Work
Money

Focus

1. My relationship with God.
- Greater intimacy.

2. My relationship with siblings and parents.
- Loving and serving.

3. My relationship with CGL, ministry leader and my boss.
- Getting to know them, knowing their hearts, serving and taking action to help fulfill their visions.

4. My relationship with a few key friends.
- Being a blessing, being supportive/encouraging/challenging, helping them towards their goals.

5. My relationship with a few disciples.
- Helping them to grow and step into their potential.

6. My relationship with my soul mate.
- Making of new friends, getting to know people more, preparing myself to be a confident-pretty-smart-anointed-caring woman.

7. Work
- Finding greater purpose at work, Learning new things, Managing people and projects.
- Skills upgrading

8. Money
- Earn more money. Increase in 20% of pay by end 2008.
- Find ways to increase $$ streams.

9. Health
- Exercise and eat healthily.

2008 will be the best year ahead for you and me! :)

Chocolates are not always sweet

I often love chocolates...

But some chocolates are bitter... Yet, I did not want to accept it...
Sigh... Stubbornness?

Would you understand? Would you ever understand?

Yes, I want to be a blessing...
However, I gave more than I thought I did.

Yes, I was disappointed.
To receive, I risked not receiving anything in return.

That's the way of life yah?

And my consolation once again?
Yes, I gave. Yes, I tried. Yes, I hoped.
I hope you were blessed!
My consolation: I know I tried and have no regrets.

But, I fell.

And last of all, I still hoped in my God who promised me somebody greater that He has in stored for me.

Was I silly or what?
I did as my heart led... I followed my heart's desire...
I tried not to look at signs...

How shall I handle this the next time?
Foolishness is when you do things the same way and expect a different result.

Friends who heard from me know that yes, it is not easy for me.

And yes, I am still in search of a "you"...

God, give me the strength to bring a closure to things which are not worthwhile.
God, keep my heart pure and strong.
God, help me to continue believing that the best is yet to be.
God, cause me to understand the season I live in and enjoy it.
Your strength is made perfect in my weakness.

All I desire is a pure heart after You...