Easter weekend
I want to blog... But I do not know what to blog about.
Easter is all about Jesus.
Easter is about LOVE, SACRIFICE and REWARD.
Jesus loved us so much, that he went to the Cross to die for our sins so that we can have eternal life and a relationship with God.
Love is so much more than feelings...
And yet, the love I can now comprehend is mainly of feelings.
Feelings of liking... Is that infatuation or is that love?
When can that ever turn into true love?
I want to do something more for him but yet it seems that i must not.
It seems that it is to be the move of the guy. But when will he move?
Perhaps I am just naive, if I could, I will just want to buy him gifts, eat with him, even look at him from afar.
But how do I even get the chance? I only get to see him once a week, or even less. How do I increase my chances of seeing him?
Some people write blogs that are with more beautiful language. Some write of more abstract things.
I am just good at writing things close to my heart. Haha!
If I go, do I even have the "right" to know him better? I told one my closest friend that it would be unfair to him, my friend told me that it is going to be unfair to myself. But he knows that I might go. Most of my friends said that it is a great opportunity to go. Only 2 actually said something like "can dun go?".
Y go?
1. It is something new
2. It is of a bigger scale
3. It is meaningful
4. The place means something to me
5. I want to be related to CHC in a closer way
6. If I ever do such a thing, now is the only time. Such opportunities don't come knocking all the time.
So when go?
I do not know. It is not confirmed at all. I can only find out more in a few weeks' time.
What can I do now?
Look forward in faith, learn to hear His voice for a clear direction.
But I know all things work together for good for those who love Him. I can't help but feel that yes, my life was planned just for a time like this. I do not fully comprehend how it will happen, but I know that if He is the one who calls, He will enable me and provide grace for me to accomplish the task.
Hold my hands, won't you?
Easter is all about Jesus.
Easter is about LOVE, SACRIFICE and REWARD.
Jesus loved us so much, that he went to the Cross to die for our sins so that we can have eternal life and a relationship with God.
Love is so much more than feelings...
And yet, the love I can now comprehend is mainly of feelings.
Feelings of liking... Is that infatuation or is that love?
When can that ever turn into true love?
I want to do something more for him but yet it seems that i must not.
It seems that it is to be the move of the guy. But when will he move?
Perhaps I am just naive, if I could, I will just want to buy him gifts, eat with him, even look at him from afar.
But how do I even get the chance? I only get to see him once a week, or even less. How do I increase my chances of seeing him?
Some people write blogs that are with more beautiful language. Some write of more abstract things.
I am just good at writing things close to my heart. Haha!
If I go, do I even have the "right" to know him better? I told one my closest friend that it would be unfair to him, my friend told me that it is going to be unfair to myself. But he knows that I might go. Most of my friends said that it is a great opportunity to go. Only 2 actually said something like "can dun go?".
Y go?
1. It is something new
2. It is of a bigger scale
3. It is meaningful
4. The place means something to me
5. I want to be related to CHC in a closer way
6. If I ever do such a thing, now is the only time. Such opportunities don't come knocking all the time.
So when go?
I do not know. It is not confirmed at all. I can only find out more in a few weeks' time.
What can I do now?
Look forward in faith, learn to hear His voice for a clear direction.
But I know all things work together for good for those who love Him. I can't help but feel that yes, my life was planned just for a time like this. I do not fully comprehend how it will happen, but I know that if He is the one who calls, He will enable me and provide grace for me to accomplish the task.
Hold my hands, won't you?
posted by c@@lbue @ 4:23 PM
1 Comments:
At 12:24 PM, April 26, 2007,
Anonymous said…
hey gal, wow saw your this very 感性， comments and thoughts and really wish can sit down and talk to you more on how u feel n think. anyway AMK is good cos is near my workplace, maybe can meet after my work for some get together or what.. Life is good to have pple like u to organise outing for us.
~BTTM
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